On a recent trip to Vermont my husband and I had a dramatic encounter with the Lord en route to our destination. Ten minutes before boarding the plane I suddenly began to feel pain in my left kidney, letting me know the onset of another kidney infection was taking place. (As a result of some complications due to cancer back in 1997 I periodically suffer from these infections which are quickly remedied with antibiotics.)
Obviously access to antibiotics was not going to happen for the next five hours of being in the air nor the two and a half hour car drive that would follow the plane ride. I let my husband know what was going on as well as our daughter and our son-in-law who were traveling with us. The joy and excitement of this trip that wed been anticipating for weeks had opportunity to be stolen from us. As we boarded the plane I could feel that sense of dread, self-pity and apprehension washing over me. In the past, the pain of such incidents would become quite intense, not to mention the fever that would also usually develop. How was I going to get through the next several hours, strapped into a tiny, cramped little seat, where the pain actually increases in this posture compared to standing or lying down??? I took a seat by the window and looked out onto the runway with tears streaming down my face as the self-pity increased. Craig, noticing my tears, asked “Why are you crying?” And I just feebly responded because I did not want this to be happening. He gently told me we needed to pray, we needed to fight, and I nodded my head in agreement knowing that that was of course true. So with him beside me, and Danielle and Kane seated in front of us, we all separately, but in agreement together, began to launch into a time of warring against this circumstance. As I began to pray things at first seemed pretty dead and dry as I tried to push aside the pain from my focus on praying. I stumbled along like this for a few minutes until, as I was calling on God to help me, I had that very clear sense of Him speaking this to my heart “Everything I have, everything you need, is at your disposal, use it.” Those three words “at your disposal” went off in me like fireworks and served to quicken my spirit and cause me to truly engage in prayer as it speaks of in James 5:16
“the effectual, fervent prayer of the righteous man avails much”
The Amplified Bible expands the meaning that much further to say that it:
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makes tremendous power available, dynamic in its working”
Right about the time that this happened within me I remember hearing the pilot come over the intercom letting us know that we had reached an altitude of 37,000 feet. I sat there thinking that at the moment I was reaching an altitude much higher than that! (Later on when Craig and I “compared notes” over the experience he would relate how something very similar happened to him also right about the same time everything kicked in for me.)
Fueled by those words “at your disposal” I began to truly release my faith into apprehending that which was mine in so great a salvation that had been wrought for me through Jesus Christ. It became crystal clear that I did not have to sit in this seat and be bound with pain and suffering. I did not have to feel helpless because a MANufactured pharmaceutical (emphasis on those first three letters on purpose) was not available to me because I had the Living God and all of His sufficiency at my disposal!!! I began to quietly but boldly speak forth the many truths of His Word that I had hidden in my heart over the years for such a time as this. Craig leaned into my ear at one point and encouraged me to literally envision the Cross and the finished work that took place on it. The pain continued to rage on in me but something was different now I was aware that I was now encompassed about with faith and with the precious manifest presence of the Lord and I knew that a breakthrough was imminent and I just needed to keep pressing on. I also knew that I was experiencing an encounter with the Lord that I would never forget. Something that I would tell others about, tell my grandchildren about, time and time again.
(A side note, very much worth mentioning – when Craig and I seated ourselves in our row, a woman took the seat next to Craig. I couldnt help but notice her hard, angry countenance as well as the title of the book she was holding The God Delusion. I thought it was so completely ironic that here was this woman, reading a book where the author is trying to convince her about how God is not real, and that, among other things, how it is a form of child abuse for parents to teach their children their beliefs in God, and here I was, about two feet away from her having an absolute encounter with the Living God that she thinks does not exist! I have heard it said that “a man with an experience is never at the mercy of a man with a good argument”.)
I continued to acknowledge the Lord, His nearness, His greatness, His power and apply to my situation everything that He had already made available to me. Speaking out His Word was interspersed with thanking Him, praising Him, giving Him glory. During that time I also clearly realized, and verbally acknowledged to Him, that over the past six months the daily “school of prayer” that I have been involved in Monday through Friday with five or six precious ladies, on behalf of people we know that are in need of healing and miracles, has served to build up a rich spiritual deposit in me that now, at this time, I was able to be drawing from! Our God is an awesome God. Our times are in His hands. He sees and provides for us well before we ever know what is coming down the pike. He fully desires and intends for us to access and apply and experience all that His covenant with us includes. He is so faithful to respond to us and out of His great love for us turn our feebleness into fervency.
About thirty minutes into this encounter I turned to Craig and told him that the pain in my kidney was 90% gone and that I was having an amazing experience in the Lord. He said he was too and we kept our communication extremely brief so we could continue to let the Lord have His way in our hearts. Another fifteen minutes and I again turned to him and said the pain was completely gone. Completely gone! Let me tell you that, if you have never experienced a kidney infection, the pain does not just “go away”. No way. It increases, it intensifies, it becomes unbearable, but it does not just go away! And yet, here I sat, completely pain free. Glory to God! We let Danielle and Kane know what had transpired and now a new joy came over us not just the joy and excitement we had had about our trip together, but a joy over what God had done in our midst! Even more thanksgiving began to bubble forth from our hearts as we thanked the Lord. I had stepped on to that plane feeling defeated but would step off victorious. I expressed to Him that I really felt like getting up and dancing and rejoicing but the “seat belt” sign was on and I was supposed to stay in my seat!
The remaining hours of the plane ride were spent talking, laughing and relaxing but all the while I was aware of an undercurrent of prayer and thanksgiving going on inside of me.
When we got to our destination and met our dear friends who were there to pick us up, we couldnt help but eagerly declare and testify to them what had happened on the plane.
Being the intense God-lovers and God-seekers that they are they rejoiced and thanked God along with us and we all proceeded to retrieve our luggage, looking forward to the many more instances in the five days ahead of us together where we would believe for God to continue show Himself alive, show Himself faithful, show Himself active and show Himself strong!
In conclusion, I want to mention that the next morning the kidney pain showed up again, and again we prayed and warred and the pain left. Not wanting the purpose of our trip to be thwarted by having to remain in spiritual warfare the entire time Craig and I decided to go ahead and contact my doctor so that he could call in a prescription for antibiotics to a pharmacy. Now after reading that you may think it completely diminishes or dismisses my testimony but I see it completely different. The entire experience served me and my family in the following way- It showed us and encouraged us and instilled in us the truth that come what may, for any of Gods people, whether we ever find ourselves without access to the conventional means of help by way of being in a foreign country, or by way of terror or disaster striking and disrupting our usual access to such help, or if we ever find ourselves in a situation where a medical diagnosis from a sickness or injury exceeds what medicine and science can do for us we can know that our God, our Savior, our Lord, our Redeemer, our Rescuer, our Healer, our Deliverer, our Very-Present-Help-in-Time-of-Trouble will come on the scene in our behalf!
As I thought again about the lady reading the book The God Delusion I was prompted to pray for her to come to the knowledge of the Truth. I also had a little bit of a play-on-words come to my mind I know theres no such word but
what people who dont know the Lord need is not the God delusion but a God delugion as in a deluge, an outpouring of His spirit upon them!
I encourage you to make it top priority in your life to seek the Lord with all your heart; to fill and flood your heart with His Word; to experience the joy of Him daily in heartfelt prayer and meditation; to grow in faith and wisdom; to develop rich relationships with other fervent believers. The benefits and blessing of living such a life are beyond explanation!